hmm...

hmm...maybe i should back off?
there are better candidates... i'm not confident.
but it's gonna hurt like hell... i imagine...
bet i'll regret my whole life if i do that.

do i continue like this?
or do i end it once and for all?

u are my everything
u give me hope
u build my self-esteem
without u i am nothing!

but...
i have to give u up for many reasons...

oh dear o National Manga Competition
should i participate in u?
i know i'll regret if i give up
but i have to concentrate on my studies too....

huhuhu.....

huhu

gosh i don't dare to look at my own photos... >.<

that's why i don't like to take photos, you idiot*!..zzz


*refer to someone i knew long long long long time ago :)

huhu

arrr... obviously i'm losing out :(


i'm kinda... jealous >:(


what should i do? what should i do?






silly me...=.=

Oh no

Oh no... I'm not being rational lately... I'm doing things that I'm not suppose to do... Exam is just around the corner and I have no mood to study just because of... Damn >< I'm stupid!!

I hope you vanish...
but I hope even more that I vanish with you :)

See that? I'm hopeless =.= I hate you, stupid me!!!

emo emo

Will you cry for me if I die?


please let me know
that I'll be remembered
after I'm gone

please let me know
that I'll be loved
even if I'm never coming back

please let me know
that I'm eligible
for that luxury

I really need to believe
that I was here
and lived...

emo

where will you go when you don't feel like going home?

Yesterday I cried in the car
I told myself: I can't go home now... I can't let them see me like this...
I wanted to find a place to stop my car and cry out loud
so I drove all the way to a place where I've never been before...
some remote village where everything looked strange
for some reason
I felt calm and relief
I wanted to drive on and on to the very end of the road
I had a feeling that I'd find something there
or someone...



then I remembered that I have to go home
I've been driving on that road for only 15 minutes
assuming the car average speed to be 50km/hr
I only drove for about 12.5km
hah, that's how far I can go huh?
lame...

I wonder what would I see if I go a bit further...

Singapore trip

I know... it's sooooo outdated...hahahha
so... I was back from Singapore two weeks ago.. caught a cold right after I reach home...The trip lasted for 4 days, went there with Rosemary, Elaine and Audrey.

First day:
After we reached Singapore, we went to our hotel right away to put our luggage and headed to China town to have our dinner. It was already 8pm...Then we walked a long way to Clarke Quay to enjoy the night scenery.

Arriving Changi Airport

China Town

Durian ais kacang

Fried rice

Clarke Quay

Second day:

We went to City Hall to see the imfamous Merlion, a must-go for every visitors to Singapore..we took some pictures before heading off to Bugis street. We spent a few hours at Bugis street to shop for clothes and shoes... There are just too many stalls and too many cheap and attractive stuff to look at, but unfortunately we didn't have enough time as we have to move on to the next destination to take our dinner.

The best place to get big portion, cheap and tasty western food is...? Bingo! In NUS!! hahahha.... After that, we went to Orchard Road, a spot famous for it's beautiful night scenery. The whole road and the shopping malls along it were decorated with colourful light bulbs. The scenery was simply spectacular.

Orchard Road

Third day:
We went to Science Centre early in the morning. It is a great place to hang around whole day... (if I were 10 years younger..) hehe... there are a lot of interesting things to look at, and my favourite would be the tesla coil demonstration which generates electric sparks that resembles natural lighting. After that, we went to grab our lunch at NUS again... lol...and went to VivoCity for a short walk, before proceeding to Sentosa. At Sentosa, we took the luge ride, skyride, and watched 4D magix and cineblast.. I won't say it's very interesting though :P. Around 9 o'clock, we went back to VivoCity to have our dinner.

Fourth day:
This was the last day of our trip. We went for the last minute shopping near our hotel before heading to Changi Airport.

Overall, I had a wonderful time in Singapore. It's the first time I went for a vacation with friends only, although I enjoyed the freedom, I still hoped I could share the fun with my family. I look forward to the next trip! KL anyone?


***Pai seh... lazy to upload and arrange the photos... XD
jya.