emo

where will you go when you don't feel like going home?

Yesterday I cried in the car
I told myself: I can't go home now... I can't let them see me like this...
I wanted to find a place to stop my car and cry out loud
so I drove all the way to a place where I've never been before...
some remote village where everything looked strange
for some reason
I felt calm and relief
I wanted to drive on and on to the very end of the road
I had a feeling that I'd find something there
or someone...



then I remembered that I have to go home
I've been driving on that road for only 15 minutes
assuming the car average speed to be 50km/hr
I only drove for about 12.5km
hah, that's how far I can go huh?
lame...

I wonder what would I see if I go a bit further...